...some of you might remember me being in a rather chaotic state of mind at the beginning of the year, sorry again if I may have crossed any boundaries due to that. There's still a lot of reflection about this going on at the time, which has a somewhat therapeutic value to me. Recently I remembered, that I made a lot of screenshots of the Rimworld-savegame I was playing back then, also when I was in the hospital (which means offline, like, for real, because I didn't even have a smartphone), and now I am slowly working through them, carefully triggering memories of my episode of madness, and thus "unlocking" some of the weird mental connections I must have made at the time.
This is really helpful, admittedly, especially since I come into an area where some things, in "code" back then, start finally making more sense (or sense at all. It's all very symbolic). Who knows, maybe even a P.h.D worth of work, that depends on where my research is going to lead and if I can find academical support. Even if it's still very abstract, I now know where to start reading up, and that is a satisfaction by itself, thinking of game-theory of social interactions, ethical dilemmas and involved neurobiology.
So thanks to Tynan, the dev-team and also the community for making this possible. Meerkats rule!
sample picture here
This is really helpful, admittedly, especially since I come into an area where some things, in "code" back then, start finally making more sense (or sense at all. It's all very symbolic). Who knows, maybe even a P.h.D worth of work, that depends on where my research is going to lead and if I can find academical support. Even if it's still very abstract, I now know where to start reading up, and that is a satisfaction by itself, thinking of game-theory of social interactions, ethical dilemmas and involved neurobiology.
So thanks to Tynan, the dev-team and also the community for making this possible. Meerkats rule!
sample picture here