Game keeps rushes to initializing during startup just to freeze and crash

[Todd]

So my game is jumping from the 3 loading dots to initializing, skipping all the other usual steps during load up. It freezes during initializing and whenever I try to do anything it crashes. I know it's skipping to initializing because it's taking like less than 5 minutes to load up which we all know is a very short loading time for this game (if you've got as many mods as me).

So this started today when I quit out of the game while it was loading. I tried to load it back up and then it started doing the thing. I restarted it in offline and online mode again to mess around with the mod order, and using the same mod order that i used for my games so like I know they woulden't crash. But now this game won't load up all of a sudden again. I can't seem to find an error log for today at all, but I found one for yesterday when the game unexpectedly crashed while loading up. I started it again right after and it was fine. Today, not so much. Any help would be appreciated, thank you!

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